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.a glimpse inside.
- a day in the life of moi -
Created on 2001-01-23 19:04:58 (#46613), last updated 2004-10-17
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| Name: | ...bargain basement barbie doll... |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 01-18 |
| Location: | Big Stone Gap, Virginia, United States |
| Website: | pictures |


[[basics]]
19 year old, small town girl. sophomore @ the university of virginia's college at wise.

[[hobbies]]
i like to draw, read, write... you know, the nerdy stuff. i also enjoy learning about everything i possibly can. being that i'm a college student, my hobbies are pretty limited to studying, eating (grr, unfortunately), and sleeping. i'll go to the occasional party, and drink the occasional drink... but not very often. when i get the time and inspiration, i love to draw. i've always been artistic and creative by nature. i also get in moods when i write, and write, and write... mostly dark poetry and such. but i dont let anyone read them. :) i <3 music, all kinds. but my absolute favorite, which many people seem to find highly contrary to my nature, is hip-hop. not necessarily the bling-bling, rollin' on 22's, hip-hop... but i like a good beat. i love to dance.

[[character description]]
although lazy at times, i am highly motivated. to be successful in life is my top priority. sometimes my ambition gets me in trouble. i'm open-minded, but also one of the most stubborn people you will ever meet. most of the time, my opinions are set in stone... but I do, however, enjoy a good debate. :) i'm very blunt and outspoken, especially when it comes to something i don't agree with. sometimes i'm a bitch. but i can't help it, i have a mood disorder. :) i guess many people perceive me as distant or antisocial, maybe I am. i'm just very careful with my feelings, and have allowed very few people to know the real me, so feel priveleged if you're one of them. i'm very independent and responsible, most of the time I have a serious nature... but I know how to have fun. i'm a vegetarian, and am all about animal rights. my goal is to save as many animals as possible... i plan on having a huge animal farm one day. i'm impulsive and upredictable, especially when it comes to my emotions. i'm self-destructive, in more ways that one. i'm highly secretive. there are a lot of things many people do not know about me, and never will. that's how I like it. oh, and as for religion... simply put, i don't believe in it. no, i'm not an atheist... i do believe in a higher power, just in the process of discovering what that may be.
on a brighter note, i am not a complete and total loser. i like to laugh and have fun like everyone else... heh.

[[my wings]]
i, of course, cannot fail to mention the that keep me going. i am blessed by the most wonderful family in the world. they are each such caring, loving, and amazing people. my family is the one stable thing i can always fall back on... through thick and thin. i have learned that many times throughout the past 19 years.
and i don't know where i'd be without my friends.

[[the journal]]
this is my ranting place, my happy place... my dark place... most of the time, my entries are thoughtful, other times they consist of daily events or thoughts. i post quite frequently, but due to my busy schedule, not as often as I used to. it's friends-only, so add me and I'll be sure to add you back.

i don't look in the mirror
i don't like what i see staring back at me
everything is clearer
i'll never see what you see
it's not me
so beautiful and free
i'll never be what you need
can't help at all
i was born so beautiful
but now i'm ugly
--"ugly" smashing pumpkins
*
i know what you tell yourself, you tell yourself. look in the mirror, look in the mirror what does it show? i hear you counting. i know you're adding up the score. i know, oh yes i know what you tell yourself, you tell yourself.
ever since eden we're built for pleasing everyone knows and ever since adam cracked his ribs and let us go I know, oh yes I know what you tell yourself, you tell yourself.
who taught you how to lie so well and to believe in each and every word you say? who told you that nothing about you is alright, it's just no use, it's just no good you'll never be okay
well I know, I know that wrong's been done to you, "it's such a tough world," that's what you say. well I know, I know it's easier said than done but that's enough girl, give it away give it, give it all away.
--"tell yourself" natalie merchant

Interests (98):
20th century women writers, a beautiful mind, affection, aftermath, aim, ambition, american beauty, americorps, amy smart, angelina jolie, animal rights, anne sexton, art, ashanti, augusten burroughs, barnes and noble, beach, billy bob thorton, black and white photography, borderline personality, chick flicks, child and adolescent psychiatry, children, clubs, concerts, cuddling, dancing, dave chapelle, debates, depression, dorothy parker, drawing, dreams, eating disorders, eva mendes, exercise, family, friends, goals, gothika, graduate school, icq, jadakiss, jay-z, kanye west, karma sutra, kissing, learning, literature, ll cool j, love, madtv, mantra, medical school, meditation, mental disorders, miss congeniality, missy elliot, movies, music, myrtle beach, nas, natalie portman, oral sex, painting, palm trees, peta, philosophy, piercings, poetry, pre-med, princess diana, psychology, psychology major, reincarnation, religion, renaissance, rockafella, running with scissors, save the last dance, self-discovery, sex, sex and gender, sigmund freud, snl, spirituality, strawberry shortcake, studying, supernatural, sylvia plath, talib kweli, teenage mutant ninja turtles, the butterfly effect, the family guy, university, uva-wise, writing, yoga
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